I feel home.

After being in college for a few months now, I have pretty much gotten used to the lifestyle-responsibilites, freedoms, etc. At first, I never wanted to go home, but the longer I stay away, the more I miss it! The last time I went home, I felt like a visitor, and it was such a weird feeling! Is it going to be like that from now on? Will I always feel like an outsider in my own home? Well, maybe not an outsider, but it wasn't the same as it used to be. I'm going home this weekend, and I'm looking forward to seeing my brothers. They are 14 and 12, so it's weird to see how much they've changed since the last time I have gone home. Logan has shot up in heighth and his voice has changed!! Luke still looks the same, but he acts differently. They are changing so much, and I'm not there to notice it. As much as I miss home sometimes, when I go home, I miss here. It's hard to find the balance. They say home is where your heart is, and I think that is completely true. I have a home here at Southern and a real home back in Madison with my real family. I love them both and wouldn't trade them for the world.